.Why So Thoughtful?.

Becoming an engineer..it is not actually that extravaganza by choice..it is something that happened..and for me who is yet to become a fully realize persona..do not think much of it..it is after all..just a matter of who you are..and how you handle your thinking..

it's all broke down to 4 basic question:

1. What
2. Why
3. Where
4. How

Just make sure you complete this question whenever and wherever you face a problem..then after that it is all about time management..

the reason why i am posting this is to remind me..when you actually living your expectation..well..you'll find there's not much to it..just you and how you handles your shoots..

the only one thing that does not apply to the said case..is HER..somehow after consecutive and prolonged time spent with her..i am still bound to need her...again..and again..and again..ah!..she is so addictive..have to control myself..i am a man..and a man must be able to maintain his macho'ism..HAH!!

L.A.Z.Y

Kemalasan melanda..

2-3 ari yg pnuh malas..
sbb lead engineer aku xdtg ofis kah?
sbb aku ingin cuti kah?
sbb aku yg mmg malas kah?

tp yg pasti aku malas nak bwat log book yg sudah ttunggak kesekian kalinya..
malas nk korek dalam tengkorak aku tuk kuarkan bait2 cinta kepada pihak HR..
OI!
xboleyh ke aku trus wat keje je..
xpayah bwat log book bolley x?

tp papepn..
malas2 aku..
aku stil rajen nk please si 'pelangi'..
aish!!
ur so far but so near..
skang baru aku paham maksud ayat tu..

-Kepuasan-

Aku PUAS bersama kamu..


juz got back from a very hectic, filled days with my love..
done things dat i have never ever did wit anyone else wit her..
3 movies back2back..
nasi lemak wif cendol..
watch hannah montana..
but all i can say is..
my days r full..
n i cud care less bout the world having post-kiamat symptoms..

Aku xperlukan thanx dari kamu..
hanya kamu yg aku perlu..

sok got tonnes of works to do..
faces to please..
papers to fill..
presentation summo..
bt my body stil react to her affection..
ah...i am in too deep..
n fer the 1st time ever..

aku sgt yakin dengan ini..
calit sikit sayang!

"i wont ever leave u..juz s long s u hav a place fer me in u"

..Bangga Diri..

Hari ini aku bangga dengan diri aku..yes i am..not because something that i have achieved..or even what i have gained..but more like..me being one in a million..not quite faizal tahir la kan..but still..the feeling's quite the same..

I had just learned today that among the four apprentices serving under Engineering-Instrument department..i was acknowledged by my superior Mr Kamal..do note that i heard this from my colleagues Maida after she went and see him to discuss about her presentation..the question that i asked..the work attitude..was totally recognized by Mr Kamal as something he has never been asked before and that he liked the way i explained things..wahaa..i have always thought that under normal circumstances..i would rat away and mumbled incoherently...did not quite expect someone...rather anyone to understand that rubbish nonsense..haha..well..being appraised like that..really mean something to me..

Regardless i am happy right now..having the love of my life as a lover..a bright opportunity in career..well..i can only hope that this does not mean anything will go south..i can only pray to Allah that whatever Dia has giveth me..is because he was testing my humility..and not because Dia want to befall me an unnecessary sorrow on which i can live without..

"Ampunilah dosaku..teguhkanlah hatiku..kuatkanlah mindaku..lancarkanlah lafazanku..supaya mudah aku menerima ilmu dan mereka menerima ilmu dariku..kurniakanlah sebaik-baik jodoh yg dapat Kau kurniakan padaku..dan janganlah Kau palingkan aku dari jalan-Mu..sesungguhnya Kaulah yang maha pengasih dan maha pengampun..lagi maha penyayang..aku hanyalah hambamu yang lemah"

p/s: i guess when you do something with clear conscious and sincerity..it DOES pays well *smile*