.MuSiCa.

Can't sleep..

trase sgt keseorangan..bukan xde teman..tp hanya nk dia..tp dia xde..so im shuttin myself off from the world..hah..such a loser..neway..time2 mcm ni..ape yg aku bwat?..heh..of course i turn to music..

Currently on my playlist: (while my mind wonder off to neverland)

1. After Midnight
2. Dan Sebenarnya
3. Miss Independent
4. Innocent
5. Somewhere Out There
6. Trees
7. Vindicated
8. Pari2 Di Bawah Angin
9. Stay

I na..typical..in fact aku rase xramai ske taste mcm aku..specially #4, 5, 6 and 7..fact is..aku ley kire ngan jari sape yg ske lagu2 mcm ni..not juz ske..bt smiles n humms along when he/she hears it..heh..its not sumthin yg i cud b proud of pn..to each his own rite?..ade yg ske genre lain..but me?..my soul i guess alwez have diz romantic place fer alternative bands..u na..post-nirvana nye band..i dun particularly interested in nirvana..but those bands yg developed after them..i stil found myself smiling when i hear songs from wallflower, our lady peace, oasis, suede, the verve, smashmouth etc..not many that aku cud list down..half of it..aku taw lagu je..band nye aku xtaw..bkn pasal aku xminat..tp ade certain stuff dlm life..aku ske biakn die dlm misteri..it makes it a lil mo interesting dat way..aku taw..tahpapetah..well..if aku ade philosophy dlm idup aku..it wud goes like diz..'a lil secret makes things incredibly spicy'..haha!!..had juz made diz up...sumhow likin it!

So whats makes a sounds superb in my ears?..hmm..i cud list down a few..(not gonna tho)..but the main thing is..it must have moments..like fer example..i smile on 'hitchin a ride-greenday'..cuz dat tyme i was studying (konon) fer my pmr n dat tyme sgt down..coz xdpat tgk cite ape-tah..frankly fer my pmr..aku xstadi pn..hahaha!..juz dat bile mak soh masuk bilik..yes aku masuk..n yes aku bukak buku..tp aku mniarap atas lantai mamar tu..then bukak radio cabuk mak aku punye time bujang2 dlu..(has to remember that i was raised wif pnuh kesederhanaan; no PS, no hifi..tv pn cabuk gile..)...then i wud tune it to hitz.fm..those time channel ni mantap gile..byk alternative songs die main..i loike!..bside dat tyme die satu je english channel yg gile2..(remembering flyguy)..so aku wud juz lay there n layan lagu2 dlm hitz 2..siap record kaset lg..haha..(it was a gud mix taw!..aku bet if aku jual kat pasar mlm time tu..mesti laku gile..ade bakat DJ terpendam kot..jauh melencong da ni)..but basically time aku tgh chillin konon2 stadi maut 2..ttibe kua dat song..haaaih..i stil remembered how catchy it sounded the first time hearing it..smp la ni..bt aku xcarik lg tu..aku bia je..i found it better dat way..makes me appreciate it more whenever i hear it..so everytime aku denga lagu tu pastu..mule la..buat gaye roxstar konon2 pndai main gitar..hakhak..

Neway..ape yg aku nk kate kat sini..aku sgt rindukan zaman alternative aku dlu..coz time tu la aku kuwa dari dunia aku..n those tracks dat i mention earlier..bwat aku nostalgic..hmm..bt dun get me wrong..nowadays pn stil gimme dat moment..like MUH-Pari2 di bawah angin..i dunno y but it makes me remembered prac kat kuantan dlu..not dat long ago la..bt still..stil remembered that rainy morning on which aku brunch sorg2 kat tgh bandar kuantan..kat oldtown kopitiam mkn mee kari pedas yum2!..tataw nape..tp sgt melekat dlm pale otak aku..

mayb sbb ryte now..aku keseorangan kot..

p/s: i love you